My thoughts on the latest No Man’s Sky Pathfinder update 1.2. I feel the same way about this game as I would any game that was sold to me half cooked and required half a year to finally update itself to working day one condition, I think it’s bullshit. With that said I can appreciate the appeal this game has for many gamers and I am not trying to take away from your enjoyment or even dissuade anyone from purchasing the game, on sale. No I just want to explain that what happened was fairly obvious and in no way fair to the consumer. If these companies need more time to finish games but still need to make the launch window and maybe even require the sales from the game to finish development, well they need to just tell us that. They need to inform the customer that what they are buying is an early access program. Just don’t run under the facade of a fully functional and complete day one title, then release a barely functioning product that has little to no direction and almost zero point to the overall gameplay. My thoughts, hope you enjoyed and as always everyone, thanks for watching and for hanging out with me for a little while. Love, Jaxxsin
Horizon: Zero Dawn is an action adventure rpg from developers Guerrilla Games. In a time where almost every release is either barely functional or shipped with day one dlc and stock microtransactions, or sometimes even both, I find Horizon ZD very refreshing for many reasons. I mean after over 70 hours in this game I have yet to experience a single hardcrash. I had one instance where Aloy got stuck in a wall and was forced to load a previous save but Guerrilla had an update the next day and I haven’t experienced the problem since. Horizon lays out an amazing story that is complimented by the gorgeous world that Guerrilla has created and it is just nice to see a game come out that is both an excellent experience and actually functions the way it was intended to do so. Love, Jaxxsin
…when there’s nothing left to be said. When the mind hides behind dreams of violent conclusions and drifting memories, what’s left to be explained? More importantly where does one find the words? It starts with the complicated end that fractured the will. Flesh. Weak meat tied up in delusions of self importance. I remember reeling in the fish and watching it choke… red and dark. Blue and red. Red and dark.
I wish to God I could find the words. It’s like a faded memory of something pleasant that comes with a scent on the wind. Images fade the waking mind but the memory is still warm and comforting. And no matter what I possibly hope to say, it won’t change the wane of the day. It won’t change the cosmos at play.
The dance began as a playful sort of innocence that blossomed beyond the control of either body involved. Love is like that. You can’t choose it and you sure as fuck can’t ever hope to control it.
The cement room is dark and musty and full of horrible memories of a childhood spent dreaming and ending screaming. FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD! FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR! He screams the lyrics at the top of his lungs as he feels the numbness spread. He takes another sip of cheap vodka and pukes a little bit of it back into his mouth. He swallows the puke because his pride will allow no weakness. He takes another lortab and beckons the devil in the corner of the room a little closer. The tears come from nowhere and are just as sudden as the laughter that chases them away.
Because I could write a million words and still never tear this goddamn disease from inside of me. I can’t remember myself before that night. Who the fuck was I to be so foolishly oblivious. They say what point is there to dwell on the inevitable? I say what is the fucking point of denying and ignoring it? Go ahead and bury that shit 6 ft deep in your subconscious, watch it dictate and control your every goddamn move anyway. I embrace the darkness. I have no choice. It swells and grows in me. Dreams of red. Dreams of black. Dreams of the faces of people I’ll never see again. Dreams of a truth better left with the dead, when there’s nothing to left to be done and…
Hey everyone, so despite being sick as hell I still got a chance to playthrough the first DLC for Dark Souls 3, Ashes of Ariandel. I enjoyed the hell out of this dlc and it has reinvigorated my interest in the game as well as my brothers and my buddy Rien. We have all been replaying the whole game so it was definitely in my opinion worth the 15$ asking price as it yielded hours and hours of gameplay for all of us. Let me know what you guys thought of the new area and new bosses and whether or not it was worth it to you. Love, Jaxxsin